From Helen's blog:

FUCK (.7.)!!!!!!!!! i didn't even think people KNEW those fucking words anymore. and others just sit around and laugh? man fuck that shit. i said FUCK THAT SHIT.

argh.

I love you Helen! :)

Well Heather played again...we find out her results later tonight....she sounded great as usual! :)

Then harp ensemble earlier...sounded good....Emily's boyfriend came in to give us criticisms at the end and he really improved it....then dinner with Gary, Heather, and Kim....and Heather's performance and my page-turning...ha ha....

Then onto radio talk shows....yay for Lee, Sam, and da da dum....Cristina and her roommate, Emily ;) Ha ha....gotta love you!

Anyways, off to eat soon....

Well decent day for awhile...eartraining test was a much easier than I expected...triads, intervals, and dictation were fine...screwed up the descending chord progressions but that was it...so I'll be happy with a B...considering I skipped studying to watch "Dirty Dancing"...now, the actual sightsinging part...now that's something to worry about... eesh....well I'll deal with it on the weekend...

Breakfast with Craig, Gary, and Lee....then Heather joined us after her playing test....went back to her room to see her dress for tonight :)....it's FINE!! :) and came back to the room for some writing and finally my shower! :) Yay...

Then music literature class....interesting as always....I actually like that class...maybe I'll turn into Beth and become a music history major...except there's not really any jobs for that....except historian jobs...ick....not for me....

But yeah, I'm a Japanese Jew....and fuck you if you have a problem with it you self-righteous, racist, sexist son of a bitch....you actually ask people why certain girls won't date you? Hmm...that's a no-brainer...and yeah, you know my dating history...I'd rather relive that for the rest of my life than ever let you touch me....and that's right, you say you never would and I just need to look in the mirror, right? Yeah, that's why you've hit on me before....did it work, I think not, you ignorant bastard....and again, might I add...what the hell do you have to offer?

And as for the rest of you...yeah you're such good friends....I love how you enjoy laughing at my expense...nice to know that you care....

So to all of you...fuck off...

Well another good ending to a day...I don't know, I was just in a REALLY weird mood today after lessons....thankfully Heather, Mary Alice, and Kim snapped me out of it rather quickly... ;) Ha ha...sorry guys...but yeah went down to dinner...ugh not so great...and I'm rather hungry....analysis of my food intake today:

Half a ham, egg, and cheese bagel and a cookie

Apple and peanut butter

Three bites of a nasty chicken cordon bleu

So yeah, maybe that's why I'm feeling kinda funny....I don't know....anyways, swim lessons were good....Matt finally asked if he could call me (yay!) so we'll see how that goes...he's such a sweet guy :) Hmm...I like lessons now....they're just so much more fun...except when Justin decides to see how small and compact he can make me by bending me....but a kick gets him to let go...ha ha...

But lessons were interesting...first class, I'm now working with the highest class because the boy in my class doesn't like girls so Justin and I switched so he could get the kid to swim...second class, there is the most adorable boy...Josh, I swear he's gonna be a heartbreaker in a few years....third class...lord, it's crowded, the girls hang on me, the boys want to marry me, and today...lord...this little girl Quincy decided she wanted to go off the diving board....when she got up there and Matt and I saw her, it was about the same time Katelyn was nearing the shallow end with Olivia and when we frantically pointed it out she screamed, all the guards were rushing to the deep end, and Matt went running up the stairs to get her...thank god she didn't go off....and fourth class, decent....cute little girl named Jennifer...she's a sweetie...

Then back to the room, dinner, and keeping Heather calm before the competition.....did my page-turning duties and listened to Heather sound phenomenal both musically and technique-wise...and lo and behold, after an hour and a half of relaxing and watching "Dirty Dancing" we checked the list and Heather made finals!! :) Yay...so page turning again tomorrow night....

Anyways, snack and Boy Meets World time :)

Frustrating early afternoon....Somehow I missed my english class...I was there ten minutes before and not a person was in sight anywhere near my classroom...so I waited for awhile and then thought maybe they had changed rooms so I walked around a bit peeking into class rooms...and finally at 5 after I left and went to my practice room for an hour...but then he just e-mailed me and said that he was there and they did have class...am I delusional? Lord...oh well, lots to make up in that class now...argh...

And practicing....here's my semi-arrogant spiel...and really, I don't mean to sound this way...just again, frustrated....so yeah, here's why...okay, for some odd reason I seem to have some natural talent for sight-reading, pulling things together at the last minute, and for generally playing the harp....so I can wait until the last minute to work on lesson material...sight-read it once...play it again and it'll be at a level to go into my lessons...which to most people, would be a welcome ability...however, I hate it...it makes me unmotivated and alot of times I get into the practice room and basically give up because I get bored...it drives me crazy...and if I didn't love the harp so much, I'd say performance was the wrong major for me...I don't understand why I can't make myself work harder....argh....

And then...Home Depot called...yay for a job...boo for a 9 hour orientation...dear god, give me patience on Saturday.... :(